hey. i just wanna say, my holidays are near, last day of school is on 23rd sept. Woots! Got jeolous not?
Loves, {x3, YuHui
Saturday, September 11, 2010
@9:05 PM
"爱一个已经不爱你的人，值得吗？ 为一个已经不爱你的人伤心，值得吗？" (C) YUHUI
HEY?! Alrghts, exams are round the corner, so i'm not going to post as much. *i'm already not posting as much, :P
3 days N-Levels are okay. I hope i pass all three. :D Social studies was a thumbs up mancxz! :D I memorized conflict and it came out. *WOOT! Guess what? I had steamboat yesterday, :) Was okay, & imissedyou. When i was sitting alone, i thought of eating with you. I smiled, like a young girl eating a sweet. To fill in the emptiness, i imagine. I sounded retarded. o.o~~
Hah. Many people's birthday is coming up! :D Shall go prepare something for some of them! :D Oh &, timetable for school has changed! *woots!! :D No more English & Chinese lessons. Social studies too! :D No focus studies for those lessons too! :D However, i shall continue going to Evening Academy! :D
I've changed skin. Is it nice? I love this skin, its simple & plain. :D
Alright, i shall stop here. :D Remember to leave me a tag yeah? :D Goodnight & sleep tight.
Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!
Neoui harue nan eoptgettji Tto kieokjoch'a eoptgettjiman Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan Honja ch'ueokeul mandeulgo isseo
Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!
Bye, bye, never say goodbye Ireohke chapji mothajiman I need you amu maldo mothae I want you Paraedo dasi paraedo
Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!"
& when you decide to betray, have you ever thought why? & when you had a new life, have you ever thought how? & when you make your promises, have you ever wonder when?
Because you'd never, thats why you should roll to hell mancxz. You stabbed, kicked, toyed. What else can you do? You make my life hell, why havent you regret? I'm sorry to know that you've gained such experience, but i'm more sorry for myself, because i've suffered and went through more than you. You've never tried, think. the more you should go to hell, because i've never stop trying. If you ever turn back, why? If you ever move on, why?
TAKECARES & LOVES, {x3, YuHui.
Friday, July 30, 2010
@1:42 PM
당신을 사랑합니다; 난 당신이 그리워요;
heys. Now @ Joslyn'Sister house. After we both bath, then go meet Nina'Superfriend. Maybe Chienying'Sister too. Gonna go down to YGOS later on, for some dance stuffs. I really need someone to really talk to, i'm suffocating + dying. Cried really hard yesterday, called joslyn'Sister. I thought it would be better, i've never been, when i look around & i knew.
HEY people! Today's post, is just random. For him, if he ever drop by.
Yeah, my life's been going up & down. It was tough, tiring and breathtaking. But i walked over it, i'm puling through. I'm still recovering from a deep wound yeah? This wound is like, really deep and big. I've lost this battle very badly, your attack made me died. But i revive, with the help of my love ones, ♥ They have been there for me when you hadnt, & replaced you physically. But in my heart and emotionally, you never left. You've been sitting in there, really long. "Why not let go?" I've asked myself. I've tried, but i'm really worn out. Worn out from running this million-miles marathon. They told me i'm being silly, i havent seen oyu before, And yet, I can emo over you till that kindof state, where i can just sit & stare in the mid-air, dont care about anything, dont talk/answer anybody, & just pull a long face, letting my tears flow. Arent you somebody? Arent you strong? You're stronger than anybody else, who can easily pick and throw me away. You've once replaced my hatred towards CK. You've once made me feel that, there's guys out there whom i can trust, rely on, Love & not be afraid. You told me you'll run this long, hard and bumpy marathon with me, till we reach the very end of it. You're such a superman, you pick me like your enemy, a baddie, & threw me with all your might and power. How great and mighty can you be? How difficult i stand up, you might not know. But dont you know how difficult, how uneasy & how insecure it was, when i had to decide?
I didnt want to lose you, but i'm afraid of falling off the cliff & die again. But you assured me, making me believe you. Yeah, & i treasured you like hell, i thought you were my new love, but it just came and went off, telling me guys can never make promises which are really meant to be fulfilled. They never meant to love us, never meant to stay throughout and be by us. Oh, and i realise, how silly of me to cheat myself, you know why? Because, i fell too hard and i cant believe i needed you so much, love you to the extend, to that endless giving, You gave me so much hope once, and burnt it all at once. Or should i rephrase, you burnt whatever you can. You gave me nothing you promised, you gave me no love, no happiness you promised. You gave me all the tireness, the heartbreaking times, the tears, the sad ones & all the bad things, FULLY. I've cried, shedding my tears for you, hoping you would turn, but all was wasted. My N levels are coming & you still stands. You linger around me, casting a shadow around me. Unbelievable, you are indeed a unique one, the last kind of you on earth. I sometimes slash myself over you, but so what? It pains me to think of you, it breaks my heart to think of you. I know i'm being silly, being an idiot cause my friends, my love ones, says its worthless to cry and be sad over you. I know i'll eventually pull through, but i'll need time, care & concern. It aint easy, but i'm willing to try. I've got better things to do and I've improve. I no longer cry over every night, worrying for you. I'm now moving on, taking my steps carefully. Although i still cry over you at times, it's just temporary. You may never know how hard it is, i hope you wont. Cause it's really too hard & bitter. I'll move on, and try out new things in life. Because many who love me have been by me, pulling me, giving me a helping hand & strolling with me. And guess what? I've taken a few big steps towards life. 1. I've work hard & improve in my studies. 2. Be more cheerful 3. Try on contacts! For i always wanted to. All i wanted to prove was, i can do it even without you. You gave me hope once, you gave me nightmare once. But no worries, for what i need is the most important thing, time, :/ I'll walk over this big hole, my wound will then recover. You gave me a lesson. tyvm. A lesson which made me grow.
I'll move on, being stronger. even without you, 因为你选择抛弃我;
Alrights, bye people, :D Remember to leave me a tagg yeah? :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
TAKECARES & LOVES; {x3, YuHui.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
@9:20 PM
"he may have never love me, but i put in all i have, invest everything i can, even something i gave up, i distrust." (C) YUHUI
hey people. I've been really tired nowadays. I;m lazy & sleepy. ohyeah, from this coming week onwards, i'm only coming home @ 8:30 on Mons, Tues & Thurs. Evening Academy starts next week, i really wanna study real hard. Score well for my N's & then my O's. Oh yeah, below is a SUPER nice song. Watch it alrights? :D
IU + Seulong (2AM) - Nagging
Yeah, thats about it today. I'm not gonna really post. Cause you know, no mood. :D
Bye people, Remember to be kind & leave me a tagg yeah? :D
TAKECARES & LOVES, {x3, Yuhui
*ChienYing'Sister: thanks for being there at times, thank you for your shoulder i cried on the other day. You made me life interesting, added a few colours to make it colourful. You always gave me advice, let me cry. Maybe because you've been in my shoes before, But i just wanna tell you that, you're something i cant live without, :D
*Joslyn'Sister: Sister, Thank you. You're beyond awesome. You're like my physical-diary, A listening ear, always tolerating my random-ness & lame-ness. although i've been quite emotionally distraught this few months, i've never forget you guys. You made me life shine, colorful & bright. Thus, making me lesser without you. I'll pull through, i'll make it, even without him. You gave me the strength to think, to move. Therefore, i'm proud to have you as my Sister♥. :D
*YuJia'Baobeii: Hey girl! :D You're nevertheless, another one, who made my life colorful. Growing up together, make me feel more closer to you. Although at times, you seem v. high & you know "BYLPTS", but you've been there when i need someone too, ! :D Introducing me to KPOP is one of the biggest thing you ever did! :D There's just so much i wanna say. :D Words cant describe my thoughts about you. You're just like Joslyn'Sister, BEYOND AWESOME! :D You gave me your hands when i feel, You gave me your shoulder to cry on, You gave me your wits to laugh at, You gave me almost everything i need! :D
*Dye: Imissyou, i've been trying real hard to move on, If it wasnt my Sisters, i'll be dead by now. You made me thinking lie there's no tomorrow. Why? You promised me. Why?
Ps, I'm not being biased yeah? I just feel i need to type all this. :D I'll type somemore soon, :D
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